First post of 2016.

*To start with some positive short poem... so the pic says it all... it was written by me last year.*

Hello everyone. A very Happy New Year.(sorry for the late wishes) I know hardly people read my blogs and are hardly waiting or even care if I blog or no. In-fact, lately I don’t even check what’s the status, how many read my blog, if the stats have increased, has anyone commented or no.

Actually I was a bit busy with my sad life. So like earlier I tried to be regular with my blog, and I never stop trying so I am again going to try to be regular with my blog. Every week, I will post at-least 4 to 5 post. So that is a challenge for me. But that’s how I am going to work this year. I want to try every new and challenging and difficult things this year and make it less depressing like all the years of my life that has passed by...(there is more to add but that I will either tell you till half the year goes or by the end of the year…)

So 4 to 5 post each week. It can be anything, poem, random thoughts, stories, and one of the important will be what to write, how to write/blog. Now….Now….Now I never thought I will be ever writing or advising people what to write or how to write/blog, but being a writer I have found these difficulties a lot and also about what i am currrently reading and reviewing the book.(i am not good at it but what's harm in trying.)

I am the worse of all the writers and with worse grammar and vocabulary you will ever meet.(no i am not kidding...) Trust me I am. Not that I am demotivating myself, in-fact I am openly accepting my mistake and flaws and yes, trying my best to improve it. So if you are reading this and getting bored I am really sorry I did not wanted to but it was first post of 2016 and i wanted to start with some good news... so good news is i will blog every week.... yayieee... hope i dont fail this time. 

 Yes, I won't take much of your time and will end up with a good poem…

But before the poem, I would like to request one thing. Writers are one who earn not by money, but by words itself. For writers words are like oxygen… writing is oxygen for us. So when we write, and when we get appreciation for our writing, we feel rich… we love when readers respond and give their feedbacks or reviews or say how they like our writing…So if you like my writing, or even if you find any flaws in my writing (other than the spelling and grammatical errors) please leave a comment or revert me at beyourownsunshine16@gmail.com

It would be a great pleasure to be in contact with my readers(or at-least know people are actually taking the trouble to read my blogs) which would help me in improving my writing and also to get motivated to write more or to know if my writing helps even 1 person to get inspired or help one in anyway…

Thankyou…. So here goes the poem of the day.

Sometimes dark,

Sometimes light.

Life is a mess,

But still I try,

To fix it up,

And then I cry.

But then I smile,

And walk up the miles.

That gives me strength,

To always dream high.

And never give up,

Is the motto of my life.

-Nazish-

 #keep smiling and stay positive. 

Randoms.

Hello fellows ... Long time... Havnt updated my blog since long time. Been busy with exams and projects and things thats actually dont matter to me because the only thing that matter to me is writing.... Even though the stuies and exams were real stress, i did made time to write some poems. Never thought would be getting perfect with it. But trying my best to get a flow on writing. So the next few blogs you will see will be all the poems by me that i have written all these days when i was away from.blogging... Do have a look on my next post. Tada... Have a nice lazy sunday... 

#latepost #cantstayawayfromwriting. #belatedhappyhalloween 👻

Dear Writing..

Dear Writing...

You know you mean a lot to me, infact you are my life. I know you love to come and pop up in my mind and dance around my head any time. Be it when i am in shower, helping mom, listening songs, reading books. But your most favourite time is when i am studying. But now you need to understand, that this is the last year of my degree. And i need to set my prioritites done. You can't just distract me all the time. I know its all my mistake, I am in this mess because of one wrong decission taken long back. But now that i have come this long i cant give it up just like that. Even though i am like a defeated soilder, i will have to fight back. That' s what you, and the words in the novels thought me. I know i cant be away from you for long, but this is not just our time. But i promise when the time comes, we will both work hard together and escape from this world, build our own world of words and rule it forever.

Dear Novels ( my best friends)
I know you too are upset with me for not visiting any of you for long and just pilling on you on my desk or bookshelf. But that is just my preparation to collect you as many as i can and then as soon as i am done with the mess i have created i will come back to you for peace and love.
You know how much i have loved u, and how much i take care of you. Your presence excite me as though a child gets excited to see his new toy. But i need to sort the mess out. And then its you me and writing. Then its just the world of words that is going to be my top priority.
 ..........

It is not easy for a writer to just stay away from writing and novels. Specially a passaionate writer who wants to learn new things and explore and hon the skills until it reaches to perfection. The words just flow in any time be it the time of seriousness or fun or upset or happiness. And to me they always come while i am trying hard to study the profits and ways and means of business which is totally not my interest. But i have to complete what i started. It is so hard to show you are calm when inside you there is a lot hustle and bustle going on.

So i have decided to take off from posting blogs till my exams gets over. (but never say never). I will write but wont post on blog. The oen and paper will always be there with me to accompany me with words. Till then asta-lavista, adios, take care. See you soon. Goodbye!
:p
 :) 

No title hindi poem

उनके चेहरे पे ऐसा नूर था,
मानो चाँद से कोइ परी आई हो।
उनकी हँसी में एक ऐसी चहक थी,
जेसे सारी दुनिया मे खुशी छाई हो।
 उनकी मौजुदगी मे एसी महक थी,
जैसे चारो ओर गुलाब के फूल खिले हो।
 पर जाने क्यों उनकी आखों मैं जैसे,
एक छुपी नमीं सी थी जैसे,
मेहफिल मे भी तन्हाई सी गुंज रही हो।
                             -Nazish
Edited by a friend. :) 

Hindi poem try in english words... (Sapnon ki Duniya)

Chalo hum chale,
Apne duniya mai.
Sapnon ki duniya mai,
Jahan sukh or sukoon ho.
Is duniya se dur kahin,
Ek ashiyana ho,
Mera ek makan ho.
Jahan mai or meri tanhayi ho.

Why cant writing be a profession or a career?

It's been 2 years i am in the writing industry. Professional or not that is a different phenomena. I am definately not a published author/writer. Except few stories and articles have been published here and there. But i am not here talking about me and my writing. Since the time i have entered the writing world, people have kept advising me that one cant make a career in writing. One cant make money from writing.
And lately i also have realised that it is true. Writing is a tough job, plus to make career in writing is not possible unless you have a great story to enter the market.
Also the competiton out there is going strong. Every other person i meet turns out to be a writer.
But there is also writer who think they are writers but actually are not. In proving them selves they tend to copy someone else's stories and plagiarism come into picture.
But then the question that comes to my mind is, why cant one make career in writing? What if the person into writing only wants to write, cant do anything else, is only good at writitng and is not good at other work. What if he/she is totally freak about writing and even while doing some other work the stories are popping in thier head and are not abcle to pay attention in any other work? Then what a person should do?
Why plagiarism is into picture? Why people who want to write are not able to write because they need help and guidance. And most important question, when i tell people i am a writer but cant find something good to write, many people advice me to write what my heart says and be original. And when i tried writing what i want to write then suddenly poeple adviced me to write whats in the trend, something that readers would accept and also what a publisher would feel to publish. -_- why so double mind thoughts?
A writer can be original and amazing only when they let their heart out and when readers and publishers give them a chance. Whats harm in giving a chance?
And about guidance and to help reduce plagiarism i think that now in India many youngsters and people want's to be a writer, there should be a seperate special course on purely writing and literature. So that people who just blindly want to be writer and what guidance can just learn first and then let thier imagination fly high. And the course should be open for all age groups. This way people will learn and know how and what to write and what actually literature and writing is.
I know writing is a talent, but even gold needs polish to shine and sparkle. These were just my views based on my experience. If you agree and have extra views or want to put front your point please feel free to fill the comment box below. As my question is still unanswered why cant writing turn into career or profession and why writers are adviced to have a plan B for income when writers feel they are best at writing than any other work/job?